Sunday, April 11, 2010

to never forget 41110

day 101: 4.11.10

I will not forget this day.

The tension between my father and I came to a head today. He was the only one in a frothing rage, shouting the most terrible things to me that I've ever heard from him about me. He has always said plenty of terrible things to me, but today was the worst of it all so far.

Normally in this situation, I would've been very afraid and I'd be praying in my head for forgiveness, but today was different.

I was not afraid that he was angry (understatement) with me. I was only indignant, and dangerously calm.

I will not forget this day.

I will triumph.

I will be strong.