I feel betrayed. But I'm starting to think that maybe it was me--deceiving myself all along.

I tried to convince myself that this is what I had hoped for.

But now I am no longer sure.

I know it's stupid to hope for reciprocation, but giving my all, being taken for granted, and realizing that no one gives a fuck...how nice.

These past few days...I don't know what to do with anything anymore.

It's so silly that I actually come close to tears because of this.

I always thought that there would be people to maybe save me. But I realize that I was alone from the start, and in the end, that is still the case.